i fell so sad..

y even my younger sis don understand me..i was deeply hurt...i work so hard ..i face dif customer..i experience the hardship wif coullegue bcoz of wat...i only wana giv my family member a comfortable life...i wan thm life hapily,no worries,n healty..tats all i don mind scarifise my laptop...i don mind eating maggi cup o bread..i don mind spending muc wif hamily..i dn mind working partime to earn mo...but y my sis don understand me..y she wana angry me bcoz of my bf...do i reaaly look tat weak til i cnt protect myself?am i wrong to feel some swet word frm outsiders? im so damn stupid...so damn stupid..i hate myself..i hate myself for cnt help family n owes make family worry..I HATE MYSELF..I HATE U CHEWMA ING......